The sun does not rise the same everywhere. The sun I once knew rose slowly, letting the light dance on my skin, the morning soak into my bones. Here, the sun runs quick into the sky, and we are forced to run with it. The night never seems long. My younger sister is the only one allowed to sleep throughout the day. Slung across my mother’s back, she curls her head into her arms, thumb tucked between her lips. We arrive at another bridge. This one less crowded than the one before. We gather loud at the crossing point, hands waving. Papers and words are passed, and we are let through the gate. The same kind of people meet us on the other side— a woman with a table of like-new clothes, a man with his stand of quick fried foods, an old woman with prayer beads around her arms and neck. A woman like before is here as well. She seats me in a white plastic chair, pulling her tool from her back pocket. The scissors are grey, faded, and slightly rusted. She asks my mother how much hair she
glass is a liquid &
maybe that's why i keep falling
facefirst into storefronts,
apologizing for the mess i've made,
mopping up "buy one get one free"s
maybe that's why shards are
cool to the touch; and touching
doesn't always hurt
maybe that's why the stained windows
inside churches glisten
spirits & god & all that is holy
s h i m m e r i n g
maybe that's why my heart doesn't shatter
only drowns
me
( i count the ticking seconds of the ticking minutes of the ticking hours of my day away )
it's sickly sweet like bad dreams and
sleepy
i feel sleepy
but i tap...tap...tap...
the end of my pencil to the end of my brain
and my my my
eyes keep seeing memories
nostalgia seared behind every blink
while the world keeps spinning by by bye
she leaves car windows open
in the pouring rain.
i used to hate it,
used to beg her to close them.
now,
across the country,
i open my windows
and invite in
a hurricane.
and i don't know if its the coffee
or the silence
or the fact that it's twelve am and
i'm a thousand miles away from the
the first mountain i ever hiked
but i can't help feeling sorry for things i didn't do
like that time i wanted to draw a dragon
on the corner of my paper
but only ever wrote my name
or the time i should've tried to speak up
or the time i didn't take my sweater
or the time i didn't eat that slice of cake
or the time i should have said i love you
((because, fuck ,i love you
i love you i love you i love you))
but now
the dragons i draw
the caps come off on their own. by AsterGirl, literature
Literature
the caps come off on their own.
we poets are selfish creatures
chaining people with words
tying an anchor round their ankles
and dropping them into our minds
we don't let them go
even when the heart forgets
our pens still remember
there is something enchanting
about empty buildings
it's like a separate dimension
((a secret))
i am a deep sea diver at the bottom of the ocean
in a place of quiet and wonder
s u s p e n d e d
like a bird about to take flight
but footsteps echo bricks into glass houses
and suddenly the magic is gone
i am once again a girl
in a world too big for me
to understand
It’s an old house.
Clapboard.
White.
Or at least, it once was. Neglect and time have reduced the paint to an odd grey, chipped and scraped away like something unwanted. The roof shingles are equally as faded. The windows are closed, covered from the inside by beige curtains like eyes shut in a deep sleep. An old, brick chimney peeks out from the top of the house. No smoke. An equally red door stands shut at the mouth of it. No bell. A porch juts out awkward but new. A limb reattached to the wrong body.
There is a wooden rocking chair on the porch. It’s different from the rest. Pristine. Untouched. Beckoning. She used to have a